circumventing the truth

so i kind of circumvented the truth. when i said i was disappointed in the people around me… i kind of meant you you you and you too. but i lied and said otherwise.

this shames me because i’ve always vowed to be frank and non-hypocritical. so i’m more blunt than frank because i can’t quite [...]

Posted at 21:55 on 10 September, 2009 (Thursday) | 1 comment | Filed Under: Melancholy | read on

forlorn.

so sometimes i feel morose and wish i have more friends. different ones. especially when there’re particular incidents nagging at me, and i wonder if i’ve been blind to their flaws.
then i take a deep breath and remind myself how they are tolerating mine. such as my temper and propensity for snapping at others when [...]

Posted at 23:33 on 2 August, 2009 (Sunday) | 1 comment | Filed Under: Melancholy | read on